A never-ending turmoil , unrests me often and gives me moments of paralysed intensions to end up every thing i dreamt, i hoped and desired!

The silver moon grows with the darkening night..my eyes still wide open trying to look thro' the darkness hoping the view of a lighted world with the springfields and jolly sun..

It is what of late i realised the thirst for self-realization..of being self and identifying the dream through open eyes which always resides in the closed one!

I ran about hapazardly thro' myself..a continuous conflict ..a dreadful war of shattered thoughts ..i ran.. i ran ...and i ran.. but it was when i stopped that the tired eyes visualised the beautiful world of my closed eyes luring me...in front of me.

It was me on a steep cliff ..sitting by myself all alone at the edge and smiling ...ahead was a neverending fountain n chirping birds flying fearlessly with beauty and grace!

This is what i want from life..the smile ..yes the smile that curved strangely yet with all simplicity ...

It was a selfless smile and the very moment i saw it i realised..it is what i have always tried to do ...

I wat to be the independent wind..i want to reach the nuk and corner of the whole world..life giving and life saving..

blowing with grace and boldness..with beauty and thrust..toching everyone..

Touching the smiling faces and the mourning souls..share the smile and heal the pain..

I wanna be the hope for the despair..

the instument of love!

A dream i realised.. a pursuit to accomplish!!