Friday, May 8, 2009

standing still



Am standing on the threshold of life..clueless about mah next step...suddenly everything has freezed n the enviornment is all numb..schooling is done..+2 over and so has my college.


Am a graduate..but now wat next?21 yrs of rush has all come to a sudden standstill.


UNCERTAINTY is the threat lingering in my heart..

was dropping this yr a wise decision to make..will i be able to compete nxt yr..am i walking forward or sinking down in the hourglass of quicksand?


ahh...


pain strucks and victimizes me with consequences of insecurity..blurr vision..and a brutal selfdefeat!


"lost" is the state i have always been phobic to ...but today i feel the thrust on mah head pushing me into the black hole...

its a sharp edge i need to set my flight from or i will fall into the bin of common crowd..

wings are wide open..but UNCERTAINTY still lingers!

[:(]



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